About Me

Being the Allergic Pagan is about living with contradictions.  Like being a man who worships a Goddess.  Like being an atheist who honors the gods.  Like being a Pagan married to a Mormon and raising an atheist and label-adverse children.  Like being politically liberal and working as a lawyer for big business.  And like having seasonal allergies but loving wild nature.

My seasonal allergies mean that at those times of the year I most want to worship surrounded by nature, it is difficult, and sometimes impossible, to do so. This irony is a metaphor for an essential conflict at the core of my psyche, between the desire for communion with nature on the one hand and the desire to transcend nature on the other.


I am an attorney living in Northwest Indiana, near Chicago, with my wife and two teenage children. I have spent most of my life in the southern Laurentian bioregion, commonly known as the Midwest, Great Lakes region, and Appalachia.

I was raised Mormon (LDS) and served a proselytizing mission for the LDS Church in northeast Brazil from 1994 to 1996. My wife and I were married in the Manti, Utah LDS temple in 1997.

I am now a Pagan and Unitarian Universalist (UU).To me, being Pagans means finding God/dess in myself and in the natural world. Being UU, to me, means fighting for equality and justice for all people and our more-than-human kin.

I formally withdrew from the LDS Church in 2001 and began identifying as Pagan in 2003. I began attending a Unitarian church in 2010 and joined in 2015. I now serve on the Worship Committee and the Faith in Action Committee. My Mormon wife and I are raising our atheist son and label-adverse daughter in an intentionally interfaith home. I craft Pagan and interfaith rituals for my family and practice an idiosyncratic and eclectic form of Neo-Paganism personally, which draws on the archetypal psychology of Carl Jung and the naturalistic animism of David Abram.

I am a Shaper of the fledgling Earthseed community, which is a religion inspired by Octavia Butler’s science fiction novels Parable of the Sower and Parable of the Talents, and which is described in detail at GodisChange.org.


I am the former Managing Editor at HumanisticPaganism.com, a community blog for Naturalistic Pagans, to which I am also a frequent contributor.  I am now the Editor-at-Large at HumanisticPaganism.com and write/curate a regular column called “The Naturalistic Pagan Toolbox.”

I have written for numerous other online platforms, including The Huffington PostPatheos, GodsandRadicals.orgWitches & Pagans, and GodisChange.org.

Since 2011, I have been writing about my often ambivalent relationship with Paganism, Unitarianism, and life here at AllergicPagan.com. Here you can find my “Deep Ecology Tree” series, as well a description of my popular “Three Centers of Paganism” model, which is an alternative to the “umbrella model” of Pagan community and which describes the contemporary Pagan community, not as one, but as three overlapping circles of earth-centered, deity-centered, and Self-centric Pagans.

I have also written about the intersection of archetypal polytheism and naturalistic animism at “Gods Within/Gods Without,” which is hosted by Witches & Pagans.

I am the creator and curator of the informational site Neo-Paganism.com/Neo-Paganism.org.

I edited and contributed to the anthology, Godless Paganism: Voices of Non-Theistic Pagans (2016), which gathered the writings of 40 atheistic, humanistic, and naturalistic Pagans, pantheists, animists, Gaians, and other non-theistic Pagans from the U.S., Canada, the U.K., and Australia.

I have published articles in numerous periodicals, including Circle magazine, Witches & Pagans, Greenmantle magazine, and the Francophone Lune Bleue: Un Magazine de la Ligue Wiccan Eclectique. I also contributed to Pagan Planet: Being, Believing & Belonging in the 21Century (Moon Books 2016), Godless Paganism: Voices of Non-Theistic Pagans (2016), and the forthcoming Greening of Religions.

I have also presented at numerous conferences, including the Parliament of the World’s Religions, the Greening of Religions conference, PantheaCon, and the Mormon Sunstone Symposium (with my wife).


I am one of the founding members of 350 Indiana, which works to creatively bring awareness and find solutions to climate change in Indiana.

I was the principal facilitator of “A Pagan Community Statement on the Environment,” which can be found at ecopagan.com. The Statement has now collected over 9,000 signatures from over 80 countries, has been translated into 16 languages. It represents the most successful effort to date to harmonize the diverse voices of the Pagan community in defense of the Earth and the web of life and possibly the single largest expression of Pagan voices ever.

The Pagan environmental statement concludes with a challenge to:

use our abilities and resources to promote policies and practices that foster the changes that our world so urgently needs,

educate members of our community to foster intelligent and focused sustainable living,

help the world recognize that everyone, whether Pagan or not, is part of our precious Earth, and

promote the current and future health of our entire Earth, including the water, air, land, and the web of life.

I strive to live up to this challenge through my writing and in my personal and family life. In addition, I have participated in public demonstrations and direct action against the petroleum industry and in support of a just transition to renewable energy. I was arrested as part of a direct action component of Break Free 2016 at the BP petroleum refinery in Whiting, Indiana. Break Free 2016 involved 20 actions on 6 continents and was hailed as the largest ever act of civil disobedience against the fossil fuel industry.


I am primarily concerned with the intersections of environmental activism, interfaith, theology, and ritual. My interests include anti-capitalism, deep ecologyecofeminism, ecopsychology, embodimentthe Epic of EvolutionGaia Theory, the Great TurningJungian psychology, mythology, nature religionNeo-Paganism, new animism, pantheism/panentheism, post-theismpractical theismprocess theology, reenchantmentReligious Naturalismthealogy, theopoeticsritual as an art form, and getting your hands dirty as a spiritual practice.

To speak with me, you can contact me on Facebook or send me an email.

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  1. Hello!
    I discovered your blog a few weeks ago, and I’ve really enjoyed reading about your experiences. As someone who is new to paganism (in practice anyway) I would really like to hear more about the two years you spent trying to figure out what spiritual path to take. Anyway, thank you for providing such interesting and enjoyable reading!

    1. Sarah, I’ve been struggling to put this into a blog post, so I’ll just try to give you an abbreviated version. There were about three years between the time I formally withdrew from the Mormon Church, at the age of 25, and when I started self-identifying as Neopagan. It was another seven years until I sought out other Pagans in the flesh. The three years after leaving Mormonism and before I discovered Neopaganism were some of the most difficult years of my life. I felt adrift and was desperately searching for … something.

      When I first left the LDS Church I still considered myself Christian — which I blogged about recently — and studied liberal and neo-orthodox Christian theology. After being “saved”, though, ironically I was done with Christianity. After that I began studying a little bit of a lot of different things: mysticism, Vedanta, Tai Chi, kundalini yoga, tarot, and liberal Quakerism. This was all book study, though. I intentionally avoided any religious community. I was done with that too. I also never succeeded in developing any sustained spiritual practice either though. During this time, I also discovered transcendentalism, humanism, and feminism, which had been tragically absent from my undergraduate education at BYU. (I had never heard the word “patriarchy” used in a negative context before.)

      I’d like to say that my all of my religious studies led me to Neopaganism. But I actually happened across it quite accidentally. After I graduated from law school and passed the bar and we relocated so I could begin a judicial clerkship. It was then I discovered Neopaganism. I had been a fan of Anne Rice’s vampire novels for years and ended up picking up The Witching Hour. This led me to look into witchcraft at the public library, which led me quickly to Neopagan witchcraft. I had no contact with any Neopagan community. Instead, my understanding of Neopaganism was formed by books. The first books I read were Ronald Hutton’s The Triumph of the Moon and Vivianne Crowley’s Wicca: The Old Religion in the New Age.

      Because of Hutton, I formed an image of Neopaganism as a religious community that had abandoned claims to historical authenticity. This was important to me because I had left Mormonism largely because I came to doubt the truth of its historical claim. Actually, Neopaganism, as I later learned, turned out to be not quite as postmodern as I had thought. People still argue about the Gerald Gardner’s claims. And then there is reconstructionism, which has always looked to me as retrogressive.

      And because of Vivianne Crowley, I formed a distinctly Jungian understanding of Neopaganism. Crowley is a Jungian therapist, and Wouter Hanegraaf has written that reading Crowley, one might be forgiven for thinking that Neopaganism is just Jungian psychology in religious form. I quite disappointed to learn, years later, than Jungianism had become passe for most Neopagans.

  2. Hi Sarah! Thanks for the positive feedback. I started to write a response to your question, but it was too long for a comment box. So I think I’ll make it the subject of my next post. I’d love to hear about how you came to paganism.

  3. John just stumbled onto your blog and like what I’ve read so far. I too am former Mormon with many similarities in experience. Thank you for publishing your insightfull thoughts.

  4. John,

    I seem to be completely unable to find an email contact for you anywhere on your blog. Among other things, I need to ask your permission to reprint one of your pieces for a community discussion series. Could you be so kind as to email me so I might reply?

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